Tuesday, October 18, 2005

My last ramadhan...

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir..
Tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu..merayu...kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu
andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu sholatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
sholat yang dikerjakan...sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
tubuh dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
menghadap Rabbul Jalil... menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...
kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir..
Tidak akan kau sia siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang...bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir..
Tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan
bertarawih...berqiamullail...bertahajjud...
mengadu...merintih...meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU
tapi...aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir..
Tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang
mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru...kita cari...suatu malam idaman
yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir..
Tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan ...lorong-lorong ridha Ar-Rahman

Duhai Ilahi....
Andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling berarti...paling berseri...
menerangi kegelapan hati kami
menyeru ke jalan menuju ridho serta kasih sayangMu Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun teman...
Tidak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya
yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah
berusaha...bersedia...meminta belas-NYA

andai benar ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kita
MAAFKAN SEMUA KESALAHAN YANG PERNAH AKU LAKUKAN

Thursday, October 13, 2005

one week of ramadhan

Alhamdullilah dah masuk 1 week of ramadhan. My puasa still in good condition. Tak tinggal lagi. Actually tak terasa sangat lapar from puasa. Basically if u bersahur, at least have a glass of water should be enough. For me, buka puasa pun ala kadar (avoiding wastage). Actually tak terasa nak makan banyak pun mostly to drink.

Well everytime comes ramadhan, for me i always look foward to go to the pasar ramadhan near pasar taman tun. there's 2 reason why i want to got there.

1. The food there (getting my fav dish - the nasi kerabu, nasi dagang and mostly the one and only nasi lemak ayam kampung)

2. Meeting (actually bump into each other) most of my high school buddies and former office mates.

These days im unfortunate to go for the terawih prayers. Due to the working commitments, i do have to missed it. Break fast with my close buddies is a must for this ramadhan month. Looking foward to have it 1 of these days.

Oh... other than that a get together with the family to berbuka bersama - sama. Last week was at Wan Chik's house. This week, Ayah Jhor place. Hopefully they cook one of my favourite dish - ayam masak kuzi (a kelantanese dish). Huhuhu sedap hingga menjilat jari! (for those who knows it - u know what i mean rite!)

My favourite past time during this fasting month is making a limited edition of custom made kad raya. Tho those that close to me, they'll get the kad from me. For this year. But with this cyber world, most of them get their e-card.

Oh well.. got to run now, back to work. Selamat berpuasa and berbuka puasa to all. Peace be upon u.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Go Fadli its your Burfday! We gonna Party cuz its ur Burfday!



Im officially 25 years old today. Yup, believe it or not but its the fact. Growing old by the age and maturing on thinking and life overall.

i asked myself what have i achieved in myself all my life. Have i gained anything or learn anything? that's the questing still lingers on my mind. I celebrated my pre- birthday at my aunt's place at Taman Sri Ukays. Everyone was there, sorry almost everyone... my brother and my another uncle and aunt wasn't there. But hey, its ok. It was actually a dinner makan - makan that my family have every now and then. But occasionally just before the ramadhan.

Got few birthday SMSes and calls from close friends and family. It really sweet of them to remember my hari keputeraan. i dont expect anything, just love and care. As you say it 'Kasih sayang tak berbelah bagi' term of saying.

Well.. Happy 25th Burfday to me! kaching!